Tumbling Down

Quote: Never stop until YOU want to!

So, my weight is going down and down, as i intented!! I've hit the gym the last 3 days and burnt 1300cals. Although i did eat 1130 (sat), 596 (sun) and then today....just 295!! Finally under the 300 calorie mark :) Whoop Whoop!! I have cut ties with one of my ana buddy yesterday, because all of a sudden she is telling me to stop and to eat 1500 cals a day, and exercise less!! I dont want to :(

I was so sure i would gain sunday morning after eating so much saturday. The reason being i was on my date :D I have a lovely time with him and he choose the resturant (Gourmet Burger Kitchen), i was completely thrown!! No salads!! But they had the option of 'smaller' size burger and chips. So had the 'smaller' chicken burger and fries. I ate the chicken and 1/2 the bun, then about 1/4 of the chips. He ordered a milkshake, and for some reason i wanted to be the same so i ordered a milkshake too, but only drank 1/2 of it. We both had a nice time together and think we'll see each other again :) I got home with time to spare before babysitting, so i hit the gym and burnt it all off, but im affraid to say, i had to purge too.

ARGH!! My hospital appointment has come round so so quick, its now tomorrow :( I looked back through my ana diary to work out how many times i've exercised over the last 28 days, i though it was something like 16...but no...its 21, Taken lax every day, binged/purged 6 times, 16 days of 8 hour gap between eating, Only know what they will think to all that :S I'll try to post tomorrow night and let you know how it goes, if not i'll post wednesday

Stay strong and get skinny
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